Let me Disregard

Published: November 30, 2023

“Let me disregard, all that every one is,” he wakes up remembering, silently.

“I know everything,

I am god

I am the universe

I pray to god

The one thing I think I do correctly,

Makes me right.

I must be nice too.

I am a hero.

Nobody understands me

For I am deeply confronted with intelligence.

I will make them feel guilty

For everything they do

Everything they say to me

I shall be angry

Abuse them

Hit them

And the world shall let me walk free

Like every time it falls down on its knees.

I am a manipulator too

Not just the world

I manipulate myself

All the fucking time

I am a big baby.

At fifty-three.”